I know this is going to be like from one extreem to the other from my last post. . . . but a lot can happen when you leave it up to God. About two months ago Regina and I begain talking again. It was only to be as friends, well I went to visit her with a buddy of mine and while i was there it was as if things never changed from college, we had such a great time of catching up and just hanging out with each other. We continued to talk and get closer once again. . . and then I went to her sisters graduation last month and she was there, well to make a long story short we are engaged and are getting married Aug 1st. And the answers to the two common questions. . . no she is not, and because we are in love and don't want to wait any longer. So that is about it. . . we are going to be married by my father in my house back in La. it is going to be a small wedding and then in the spring or so we are going to have a bigger one. Don't ask me why. . . its just thats what is happening. well I hope you are all doing great. . . I must go. . . send you wedding gifts to 65 century cir. apt 700 L Greenville SC 29607 haha just kiding but if you want an invitation you will have to give me your address. I know i have some but if you are not sure just send it to me through an email. samsterdude255@yahoo.com .            

                         In Christ There are NO good byes!!! 

                                                                                                By Sam Saxton    

                                                                                                 " Never Lost"

By Sam Saxton & Jeff Green

Lullaby of Fallen Angels

Heaven can not hold...
Earth can not sustain...
The frozen tears of hate,
Showing the pain...
Covered with wings of fallen angels...
Shielding away untold fears...

The cold hand of death clenching ...
Life turning down roads uncertain...
Love wiped off the slate...
Knowing of no gain...
Covered with wings of fallen angels...
Shielding away untold fears...

Minds letting the hopes of life go...
Knowing only life of pain...
Seeing this being your fate...
What a life can not regain...
Covered with wings of fallen angels...
Shielding away untold fears...

So lay me down and sing to me the lullaby of fallen angels, Cry to me the pain of life in tears of contsant flowing...

A broken heart no longer beating, held together by broken dreams...

I close my eyes to hide from fears as it overcomes my being...

Life uncertain as a dream unfocused like the distance this is the lullaby of fallen angels, haunting the broken record of time as the unrecorded.

HEy every one....I just wanted to ask you all to pray for my, now ex girl friend.....She broke up with me yesterday.....yeah it husrts more than I have ever felt but, if only i could drink a bottle of Elmers it would glue everything back together. But pray for her that she would get her priorities set striaght....not saying that i am one of those...but her family really is worried about her. and so am I, she just seems so cold to me, more than anyone I have ever known....maybe its just when she is talking to me? Well just pray that she will move back to Arizona. I think it would  be better for her to live there. . .she is just surrounded by sin and bad influences. Well I hope you all have a very Merry Christmas...

          Love Sam

HEy Evry body....I am home for Christmas.....I drove here through the night and have been sleeping all day...I got here at noon so I have been home for a while...I did not drive much under 75 miles per hr. often times i was going about 85 to 90. I just bougth a car and it does pretty good. IT is a red VW Passat.....Well I need to go so I can spend time with the family but I hope you all have a great Christmas!!!!

              Sam